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Last year when I played this same beautiful place.. I remember after the show I was so badly injured. And I had been injured for like a few shows and I didn’t want anybody to know because I didn’t want to disappoint fans and I didn’t want to cancel.. And I remember I was dancing - I was doing Scheiße - with that big castle behind me and I was in some kind of fucking pain I’m telling you.. But you just kept cheering all of you kept cheering for me.. And I never told any of you what was wrong, I never said anything, and when I was saying goodbye to some fans I picked out of the pit backstage, these two girls looked at me and I’ll never forget it; they passed me a McQueen cane with a skull on it. And they looked right at me and I just knew that they knew that I needed the cane to walk but I don’t know how they knew or why they brought it, but it was one of these most special moments in my life I’ll never forget. When you could feel what I was thinking and I didn’t even tell you. It’s like we’re one. I made a decision on that day and I thought I had made it long ago but.. that I would never ever let you down again. That I would always put my fans first. That the music and the magic of these moments, these concerts, I hope that you remember them forever. You pretty girls, pinning flowers on each other’s hair. And you boys painting your face like the sad clown that I was when I had no longer heard your applause. How you whisper into each other’s ears and look in the mirror and you say ‘it’s okay, I was born this way’. I will never forget these moments. You’re my little gypsy kingdom. I love you.
(via italiancurlz)Source: livindeliberately